On saying "miss you" (Just Bru)

On saying "miss you"0

Posted by Bru June 25, 2006 1:45 PM

There's a lot of people out there I miss constantly, with different weight of "missness" and varying durations of the "miss cycle" (a lot, slightly less, a little, a little more, a lot, eccetera).

Then from time to time I focus on a specific character, and I start really feeling the weight of that distance. But what's actually missing in this case? Is it that sudden smile, that flickr of eyelids, that tone of voice, skin contact and holding of hands, or you taking a picture or drinking wines I'd never even consider mentioning lest drinking them. Or maybe it's the line joining all the dots, that specific pattern that makes you "yourself".

Or, possibly, it's just the nice box I created around all these things and labeled as "You". A box full of expectations, innuendos, personal fantasies and colorful pictures of what I think you are and what could be if only... essentially yet another projection of my needs on you.

Scary.